妳已經不在台灣囉
                                                                               
                      所以從今天開始
                                                                               
                      我時時仰望著天空
                                                                               
                      看著天邊的雲朵
                                                                               
                      遙想著
                                                                               
                      讓腦袋放空
                                                                               
                      想著妳乘著飛機離去的模樣
                                                                               
                      想像妳眼中的雲朵是什麼樣的
                                                                               
                      想像妳眼中的海是什麼樣的
                                                                               
                      恍然間我以為我看到了一片蔚藍
                                                                               
                      以為我聽到了棕櫚樹被風吹動的沙沙聲
                                                                               
                      以為我聽到了海浪沖積在沙灘的聲音
                                                                               
                      以為我看到了妳腳邊即將踏上的熱鬧市集
                                                                               
                      ......
                                                                               
                      我讓心神全都飄出窗外
                                                                               
                      飄向淡藍色的天邊
                                                                               
                      跟著雲跟著風
                                                                               
                      朝著妳去的方向前進
                                                                               
                      頓時間覺得好輕鬆
                                                                               
                      那種落在海中不能呼吸的感覺幾乎消失了
                                                                               
                      冥想的感覺很棒的
                                                                               
                      然後突然想起了離去很久的父親
                                                                               
                      --原來哪
                                                                               
                      那些我想像得到的風景
                                                                               
                      大多是跟著父親以及其他家人一起去的呢
                                                                               
                      所以父親的身影瞬間在我面前出現
                                                                               
                      挾帶著一種濃烈的情緒
                                                                               
                      叫做想念
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                      於是趁著風從窗外把我帶回來的時候
                                                                               
                      輕輕的把眼鏡拿下
                                                                               
                      頭微微仰高30度
                                                                               
                      輕輕擦掉這和暖冬日不該出現的淚水
                                                                               
                                                                                                                                                               
                      希望沒有被旁邊的人們發現
2004/12/02
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