今天是你的生日,國曆的。我想跟你說,生日快樂。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
    唉呀其實有些感傷,我不曉得還有多少人記得這個日子;而我介懷的,卻是因為一直
                                                                               
到你不在了,我才清楚記得,8月26日是你的生辰。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
    記住一個不在人間的人的生日,怎麼講都難逃哀傷,可是啊生日,是你來到人間的日
                                                                               
子,我應該要笑著慶賀才對吧!是不是?所以我今天想要面帶微笑的對著天空說:親愛的
                                                                               
老爹,生日快樂。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                                                                                                               
    於是我忍不住懷想,你會想要什麼樣的蛋糕?要水果口味的,還是冰淇淋的?還是…
                                                                               
我選哪一種你都開心、你都吃呢?(^^)還有,你想要怎麼樣的生日蠟燭?你想要蛋糕上
                                                                               
插滿大大小小的紅色粉色蠟燭嗎?喔喔不過這點起來收拾起來都有點麻煩就是了,但如果
                                                                               
你喜歡,我會為你點滿。還是一般的數字蠟燭呢?要選51還是52?如果你沒意見的話,我
                                                                               
私心想選52的,那是你的虛歲。你知道我為什麼使壞心眼希望你看起來老一點嗎?因為我
                                                                               
多麼希望你一直到52歲,都還陪著我、陪著我們,從來也沒離去過。如果你想要俏皮一點
                                                                               
,想要那種市面流行的造型蠟燭的話,哎呀這我就有點不熟了,不過沒關係,我有一幫很
                                                                               
好、很有點子的朋友,我可以詢問他們。或許可以買Q版小蛇的喔(當然前提是真的有這
                                                                               
種東西啦哈哈)。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
    唉呀空想一堆,忍不住都想吃蛋糕了呢!我當然不會忘記你喜歡的可樂,雖然老咪從
                                                                                                                                                              
來就不喜歡你買這些她眼中的垃圾食品,不過生日嘛!偷偷放縱一下,應該沒關係吧?!
                                                                               
然後我也許可以為你彈一首生日快樂的曲子,你要很稱讚我喔!我不知道幾百年沒彈這老
                                                                               
調子了,況且之前有隻可惡的蟑螂爬到鋼琴的罩布上,我光是想就覺得恐怖,不過我一定
                                                                               
會為你勇敢的掀開那布幔,也請你要勇敢的聆聽我破破碎碎的琴聲喔!
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
    再來是生日願望。我好像從來沒跟你過過你的生日,我不知道你許願的習慣。所以我
                                                                               
就擅自幫你決定囉!頭兩個願望一定要說出來,最後一個你可以藏在心底。讓我想想頭兩
                                                                               
個願望要說些什麼(哈哈我很賊吧,連願望也要幫你想!)…嗯,第一個願望,就說你下
                                                                               
輩子如果還可以跟我們當家人的話,一定要年年跟我一塊歡度每個人的生日,好嗎?這其
                                                                               
實是我個人的私心啦!小時候我的生日妹妹的生日媽媽的生日,你總是在掌鏡,所以從相
                                                                               
簿來回味,你的身影還真是少之又少;你的生日更不用說,因為我從來沒記得過。然後我
                                                                                                                                                               
們來買一台功能很棒很棒的數位相機,是那種可以拍DV也可以自動拍攝的,這樣我不但可
                                                                               
以從照片來記錄你的身影,你也會被保存在影像中。這樣我就不會在這麼多年沒見你的今
                                                                               
日,覺得回想你的聲音笑容是那麼困難的一件事。第二個願望,我也要自私的幫你設想:
                                                                               
我希望你可以活久一點!(喔喔生日啊,絕對不可以哭!)因為我不想看到你在聚少離多
                                                                               
的工作任務中,又因為早逝而看不到我們的成長,這對你來說應該是個遺憾吧!其實對我
                                                                               
對所有家人都是呢。第三個願望我留給你,很貼心吧(哈哈),隨便你要許什麼都可以,
                                                                               
我沒有任何意見。只要你好你開心,我也開心我也高興。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
    然後這次簡短而虛擬的生日慶祝,就告一段落了吧!我有時候會覺得,農曆七月其實
                                                                               
沒那麼可怕,因為我總是認為,你可以藉此機會回來探望探望我們。團圓哪雖然是遙不可
                                                                               
及的夢想,但是如果有一絲絲的機會、一絲絲的希望,覺得你現在很可能就環繞在我們四
                                                                                                                                                               
周,我都覺得很滿足了。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
    所以呀,祝你生日快樂,永遠快樂,我們全家都快樂。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
    Happy happy birthday!!
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