聚會這種東西很奇妙
                                                                               
                      當你跟一群人常有往來而沒有歷經長長的分離
                                                                               
                      聚會多半是開心的
                                                                               
                      可是當時間拉長了距離之後
                                                                               
                      曾經熟悉的人已經不屬於當年的模樣
                                                                               
                      這種聚會總是讓我又愛又怕
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                      今天跟HiPa成員唱歌去
                                                                               
                      好開心
                                                                               
                      他們每個人的面孔
                                                                               
                      每個人的言談
                                                                               
                      對我而言  都是那樣的熟悉
                                                                               
                      我可以肆無忌憚的在他們面前扮醜
                                                                               
                      瞎鬧也無妨
                                                                               
                      我們可以互相展露彼此最真實的樣子而不用擔心被刺傷
                                                                               
                      但是
                                                                               
                      如果時間讓我們分離了四年呢
                                                                               
                      我還可以這樣毫不保留的面對他們嗎
                                                                               
                      我不知道
                                                                               
                      這很難說
                                                                               
                      科技發達讓聯絡遠方的親友變成一件容易的事
                                                                               
                      然而四年前
                                                                               
                      我曾經也那樣愛著的人們
                                                                               
                      卻真的是因為時間
                                                                               
                      把親密感都毀滅了
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                      也許我跟他們只能做那一段日子的朋友吧
                                                                               
                      畢竟朝夕相處
                                                                               
                      即使沒有共同的興趣  都會有些感情
                                                                               
                      而現在愛著的這群人
                                                                               
                      我們有共同的學習興趣
                                                                               
                      有共同想要前往的方向
                                                                               
                      所以即使不像高中時期那樣
                                                                               
                      可以每天每天黏在一起
                                                                               
                      還是可以愛著對方
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                      唉
                                                                               
                      聽說A均出國了
                                                                               
                      每年同學會我想見的人
                                                                               
                      大概也只剩她了
                                                                               
                      連她都不去
                                                                               
                      而討厭鬼三人拍檔紛紛出籠
                                                                               
                      我要怎麼強顏歡笑的撐著呢
                                                                               
                      還是跟Ms一樣
                                                                               
                      開始學習逃離這樣的無趣聚會吧
                                                                                
                      (等某人不去而A均回來我再赴約好了  XD)
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