Feya小姐的...(*黃姊姊景俐超可愛超棒*)

                       我得了三月桃花癲
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                      才開開心心的請妳小心
                                                                               
                      結果是我自己病發
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                      因為突如其來的沉默跟拖磨
                                                                               
                      我不知道要說什麼
                                                                                                                                                               
                      妳沒有要回什麼
                                                                               
                      妳說妳的我說我的
                                                                               
                      沒有交集
                                                                               
                      我卻還邊弄東西邊跟妳混到三點多
                                                                               
                      枉顧隔天要七點起床的事實
                                                                               
                      枉顧隔天開會資料沒做完的事實
                                                                               
                      然後四點才睡
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                      所以我今日起床的時候
                                                                               
                      --是的  我還是醒了  七點
                                                                               
                      但是頭很暈
                                                                                                                                                               
                      覺得絕對沒有辦法handle連續三節的思想史
                                                                               
                      於是傳了簡訊給某人拜託幫我拿新講義如果有的話
                                                                               
                      繼續睡下去
                                                                               
                      然八點又起來一次
                                                                               
                      想著要不要從第二節開始上
                                                                               
                      但是只睡四小時(並且睡眠品質不好)的另一個自己笑我別傻了
                                                                               
                      而且身體跟我說她負荷不了
                                                                               
                      只好再繼續睡
                                                                               
                      到十一點才起來
                                                                               
                      想著開會資料得繼續弄
                                                                               
                      所以乾脆連兩點的課也翹了
                                                                                                                                                               
                      在家裡煩躁的弄著一切
                                                                               
                      心情越來越差
                                                                               
                      想著救援
                                                                               
                      (但是誰又能成為誰的救贖??)
                                                         
                                                                               
                                                                               
                      離家的時候帶了很多書
                                                                               
                      以及兩個耳機的重節奏  平常不聽的情歌
                                                                               
                      還有病發時最嚴重的特徵
                                                                               
                      --我的臭臉
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                                                                                                               
                      其實我平常不笑的時候就已經夠兇了
                                                                               
                      要是生氣
                                                                               
                      連自己都不忍卒睹這樣的表情
                                                                               
                      怕被嚇到
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                      總而言之
                                                                               
                      一年一度的春日躁鬱症
                                                                               
                      也就是古書說的三月桃花癲
                                                                               
                      它正式來搗毀我的生活了
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                      如果我不笑的話
                                                                                                                                                               
                      其實我不一定在生氣
                                                                               
                      但是我眼神冰涼凶狠的話
                                                                               
                      抱歉  請先遠離我
                                                                               
                      除非我願意先講些什麼
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                      以上
2005/03/10